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Friday, December 21, 2007
the celebration of Aidiladha was indeed.... not that good =( pretty much like a normal day fer me. gathered at granny's crib, those yummylicious dishes, cute cousins with their traditional clothes on. and ouh, me and my elder sis - we didn't wear our traditional clothes earlier on. (haha!) not sure of her reasons but for me, i just... don't feel like wearing baju kurung/kebaya for the day. casual wear is the "thang" for me =) lucky mum's not angry with us. she's in the "lantak kau lah " mood , for the day.(haha!) anyway, mission failed for me and mummy. i'm sorry Mum. should have investigated things further but oh wells, it's not the end of the world i suppose? it was definitely fun having mum to actually acted in such a funny way. recalled her reactions yesterday and earlier on just now. superly duperly cute! =) ==================================================  i went to our old hang-out spot the day before yesterday. and i couldn't help but picture your smile. your head nodding to the sound of our favourite band. your hand in mine as we were entranced in the moment. yeah, that was before she came along. it's not fair, it just isn't. why does she get to be happy? why does she get to be with you? and all i ever got was lustful kisses and promises we both knew you'd break. i was never really your girlfriend but i was never really just your friend i would sneak out to see you think about you every other minute late night calls & i love you's. it's not like that anymore not since she came into the picture. how i wished i didn't came across your ♥ messages for her. i mean seriously! it hurts me damn lot when i read those words. it's like.. i just couldn't believe you wrote those beautiful phrases for her. i kept on telling myself that it might not be possibly you who wrote that but.. who am i kidding? it's your account. it clearly states your name, when you wrote it, etc. "Cause you know, you know, you know.... that I love you. I have loved you all along" remember the song? too bad if you didn't - cuz i do, still.
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