current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

10:02 AM



Thanks to PP ~

I'm having headaches, feel so stressed up, lack of sleep, etc.

Okay. PP is actually professional profiling.
Some kind of school project that is.
For my school, it is considered as one of the modules.
if you FAIL, you'll DIE
have to retake somehow -___-

and YES , thanks to my PP
im falling sick now
overworked myself out lately
'cause theres not much time left to do
dateline : 1st November
supposed to be months' work
and ive just started doing
so that meanssss - I GOTTA PUT IN TWICE THE EFFORT -___-
plus, i changed my topic few days ago
everything's like last minute

given the fact that its RAYA SEASON
and I have to go houses.. visiting
and people coming to my house
plus workking..
dangggg ~

and ouh... did i mention that i skipped class just now?
err ... yeah i did
ive planned it since 2 days ago
i woke up quite early today
try to act as per normal
dressed up as usual
i went school, but never attend my class

so then around 8am
was chatting with mum, then she said
" Eh... later you'll be late for school. Better hurry up..finish your breakfast "
well..
deep inside my heart, i felt so damn upset with myself
how can i even have the heart to lie to ma own mum... gosh !
so i went out of the house.. was asking myself on my way to school
should i attend classes or not???
in the end, yea
I DIDNT


i'm sorry Mum
im really sorry *frown*