current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

6:58 AM Torn in2 pieces


"I'm scared and I'm excited. I'm sad but I'm happy; I'm confused but so sure."




I was beginning to realize that all things aren't perfect,
that there was always some flaw in the way, and that prevented
anything good from happening.

And that's what I'm going through, TODAY
If there's ever one second right now, that could make me happy
it will never last that long.
Perhaps only last for 1 minute or so?
'Cause after that, I'll have a mixed of emotions.

I'd rather be sad throughout the day than having to feel (sad but happy)
Gosh.

Anyway, gotten my results for Sem 1. Not that good though. The GPA sucks.
Shit. It's getting worst, cause the modules are getting tougher.
I remembered getting GPA of 3.1 for my 1st year, Sem 1.
The highest GPA I've ever get. Hoho.

And btw, given a choice of working life & schooling, I'd go for school life
100 PERCENT SURE.
I hate working. I know that in both, we'll get scoldings and stuffs.
But seriously, getting scolded by a teacher is not that worst compared to getting scolded by a colleague/supervisor.

And don't you think it's funny,
when you do something right - no one remembers.
but when you do something wrong - no one forgets.

TSK.