current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

3:15 AM ok.. what the hell? it's been one month since i last post an entry in this blog of mine -_-
life's not that good.

and i keep on having undesirable dreams ; since i was 12 years old. it feels weird. why is it about the same fucking thing? but it's different person each time. i'm scared. oh god help me. protect me. please dont let all those dreams came true..


i need someone to talk to. goodbye.