current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

9:45 AM why am i feelin dis way?
wad exactly do i want now?
*sigh*


i was slackin all e way
came late fer skewl
late fer test
nvr revise fer those test
was online until late mornins everydae
(play online games n stuffs)
made both of ma parents angry
gawshhh
i duno wads becomin of me

n am stuck in a thing called 'love'
wadever shit dat is
damn larh sehk
i hate dis lovey dovey feelings
i wld be tynkin of dat person ALL e tyme
wldnt be able to close ma eyes everynyte wen i din met/chat wif him fer dat dae
chibye ~

n wen he confessed it n sound me
lyke FINALLY
im lyke tryin 2 run away frm him
wad de *toot*
hate it mayne!
lyke wads e point of me lookin ferward 2 get 2 meet him n stuffs
tynkin bout him everytyme
am i in love wif him?
but if i do, den y am i havin feelins of wantin 2 avoid him den?

i tynk a nid a job
serious speakin
if i hav a job, i wont hav dat much tyme 2 even tynk of him
n im able 2 lyke use e pay fer ma everydae spendings rather den askin ma parents fer pocket $$
n i nid 2 buck up in ma studies
felt lyke i was hit wif a piece of metal in ma head wen i saw1 of ma module test grade
its reali damn terrible
its lyke a conditional pass
but its reali a shit grade i tell u
argghhh
juz imagine dat
i've nvr ever get dat farkin grade before
darn!

god, plz help me
guide me plz
i nid a job n i nid 2 buck up
anyone help?