current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.
Saturday, July 15, 2006 simply unacceptable...fer me
11:30 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
o-ma-gawshhhhh. cant believe it. all dis while i've been fooled. how stupid can i be? y muz dis happen to me?!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
ok.sorie every1.im juz feeling angry n @ e same tyme, sad.
ok2.u guys muz be wonderin y i sounded so crazy ryte?
*sigh*
well.i gotta tell u guys dat i found out e truth abt sumtin.its veri hard fer me 2 accept it .but dis had taken place. im soo damn ashamed of maself.reali.if i could, i would...turn back e tyme. so dat i wld prepare maself 2 face dis problem.im so sad, disappointed and angry..all @ e same tyme.
ok.i'll get straight 2 e point.EVERYONE......i will tell u guys sumtin n plz dun laugh @ it. im SERIOUS.reali damn serious bout it.i havent told neone bout it. ma close friends nor ma family members.
e truth is....
i juz got 2 noe dat...Miroslav Klose is married.*cries*. wei! im serious okayy.haiz.cant he juz wait fer me 2 finish ma studies??? ahakz.ok2.i'll stop it. n 2 add pain to ma heart(which is bleedin non-stop frm e moment i found out dis truth- haa)..guezz wad??? he got 2 sons man! TWINS sumore..arghh. u muz hav guezz how hurtful i am now - ryte? dun worie peps! im gonna be 'A - OK!'ahakz. i noe sum of u guys r lyke waitin 2 laugh @ me in e face..especially ma 2 dear frens - Farah n Ekin..but den ryte..remember our deal earlier? dun laugh @ me! haa!
all dis while, i was soo damn crazy over him...soo ashamed dat i go crazy over a married man..haiyoh..juz 2 tell u guys..i wont go GA-GA over Klose nemore..haa..coz i wont go crazy over married guys..no matter how handsome they r..u mite tynk dat im weird..ahakz..juz 2 practise earlier so dat i wont snatch peps husbands in future..haaaahaaaaa...
wadever it is, i'll STILL support him=)he'll olwaes be ma fave football player.yeahhh! n i hope dat he'll be happy amongst his loved ones.n yeah, i'll support GERMANY.yeSH baybeh!
n saw how i revealed e truth? lots of suspense ar.ahakz! some of u guy muz hav tot other things.haa!
ok.im tired.havent do hw yett u noe.ok buhbye!