current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

7:26 AM its been few daes
i cant stand e pain
cant shed tears nemore
y do u hate me?
even wen sumtimes i dun do anythin wrong
u scolded me
i dun understand y u hate me so much
if u tynk im not pretty
im not clever
y not kill me now?
it will b better dis way i SWEAR
i dun mind myself being killed
coz i myself hate livin in dis werld
wads e use of living if deres no more love ard me
wads e use of living if i dun do anythin dats useful
i dun wanna kill maself
coz i noe God will not 4give me if i were to do dat


tell me right in ma face if u hate me
dun do it in front of others
i can definitely get maself outta ur sight
at e very moment u told me u hate me
i PROMISE
even tho i noe i cant go anywhere further
but i can promise u
u wont have 2 see ma face again
ever..

i dun mind if u hate me..all i can say is thanks for the memories..

Nadia....