current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

12:47 PM 2dae's lesson is enterprise. F!! we're in e same grp again! same fer maths & communication. yesh. n while im writing dis post, i haf a slight headache. damn larh! early in e morn got stomache n now headache! argGgHHH! im sick okay! but i still come to skewl.im such a gewd gerl=)

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I hate looking myself in the mirror,
I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,
I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,
I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,
With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart.