current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

7:37 AM i can sense ur feelings towards me..
you dont like the presence of me..
i've always wanted to be loved by you..
my only one..
but why dont you love me??
i noe..
im not perfect..
the other girl is cleverer than me..
pretty..
and sweet i must say..
respects you more than i do..
shes a thousand times better than me..
im just an ugly soul..
in your life..
- thanks for everything you've done for me..
even though you werent there..
when i needed you..
- the bad moments..
of you and me..
i tried so hard to forget them..
but i cant..

i apologise..
for i've told someone else about this..
i didnt mean to say bad things about you..
but i cant stand it..
suffering alone..
having tears rollig down ma cheeks..
its just so painful..

thanks to that sumone for being there for me..

my only wish..
is when you forgive me..
treat me normally..
thats not too much to ask for right?

please grant my ONLY wish..
thank you.