current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

6:45 PM wen i look at ma own face in the mirror..
i cant help..
but shed a few tears..
why must dis happens to me?
why not to sumone else?
why?
sumtimes i wish you wouldnt have said hi to me..
so dat i wont have to bid goodbye to u..
its hard..
to forget u..
especially when i kept recalling back all those sweet memories..
sweet werds coming out from ya mouth..
which soften ma heart..
n cheer up ma bad daes..
we're still friends..
i noe dat..
but wen we met n chatted for a while..
i wish to hear those werds again..
but i noe u wont say all dat ever again..
so i guess...
its better to put all the past behind our backs..
n look ahead..
im trying hard..
to erase u outta ma heart..
oh damn.its REALLY hard=(