current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.
Sunday, February 26, 2006 untitled...
6:47 PM
Last night...when everyone around me is soundly asleep..im there..speechless as i sat on my bed...looking at my surroundings..empty...the darkness of the room...just wont let me see the world around me...theres many things that i couldnt see...evil...darkness is evil..so r you...theres many similar things about u and the darkness...U R EVIL....thats what i can say...just like darkness..u left me wondering...u told me all the lies n stuffs..about her ( if onli i can write e werd that starts with B _ _ _ _) ..about us.....why did u did that to me? what have i done to having u treated me that way? wad have she done that pulls u away from me? i have never shed a single tear..im not telling you that im a strong gal..blah..blah..blah..just to let you know that part of me still wondering about you..n part of me just wont even bother about it.. for all i noe..things will never be the same again..coz now u're wif her..go ahead...i'll never take revenge..which u tink i will..lyke wadever...u've did that to me..but i'll never do that..coz i noe...love CANNOT be forced..onli IDIOTS like u will do that...the only thing i can do now is to treasure the times we spent together...n im trying to get u outta my mind..as soon as i could..its damn hurtful..but i hope i could:)
