current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

6:45 PM Rocking to: Catch Your Wave - Click Five

Couldnt get to sleep..
I've tried hard to close my eyes..
But i CANT..
Im scared..
Of getting the dreams..
Which i Noe..
Will never ever gonna come true..
Even if i reali love to have the dream..
But when i tynk again..
WHY shud I?
The dream onli last for a few hours..
And after that..
When i woke up early in the morning..
I found out that its OVER..
Back to reality..
Reality is too HARSH for me to accept..
But what can i do?
Its my lyfe..
*sigh*
I tynk i cant avoid this..
Dreams are olwaes there..
But please GOD..
I dun want anymore of THATdream..
PLEASE answer my prayers...