current mood: I NEED A JOB MOOD. Is there such mood? Bahh.

12:16 PM ++ todaez sooo kewl
++ get to go home b4 the rains starts
++ so i wont have to answer lots of queue calls..
++ YAHOO!!!
++ juz now after werk me & Mardiah( fren frm csc) hang ard at toa payoh
++ " takde keje"
++ haa..dun wanna go home so early..
++ so we went to Burger King
++ sit there....eat...chat2...
++ omg!! gonna miss her sia
++ coz her last day will be tomoro..
++ i mean her last day of werk..haiz
++ ma training grp..
++ out of 11 peps..
++ onli 4 left
++ n Mardiah's leaving
++ so there'll be 3 of us
++ arghh!! i wanna quit werk too..
++ i noe im gonna suffer during CNY period
++ no one hears ma sorrow..
++ i WANNA quit
++ but I CANT
++ ma mom wont let me do so..
++ she noes dat i'll slack at home
++ surf the net..eat ...sleep...dats all i do..
++ but Mardiah told me..
++ wad for i continue werkin..
++ wen i cant even stand the sight of that werkplace
++ she told me dat i can find other jobs out there
++ dats wad i wanna do..but i cant
++ i dun have the heart to go against ma mum..


++ im suffering..
++ every night..i had this feelings..
++ dat im gonna suffer tomoro..
++ doin things im FORCED to do..
++ God...help me..
++ i need YOU by ma side
++ blessed me in everything dat i do..
++ dun ever let me easily influenced by the peps there
++ i noe most of ma colleagues there smoke
++ n i dun have the right to hate them..
++ diff peps...diff thinking...
++ maybe they think its kewl to smoke in front of non-smoker
++ they dun realise that i will suffer MORE than them..
++ since the day i joined...ma health condition have become worse
++ headaches...fever....
++ imagine...if i were to werk split shift...
++ 8 hours...i will be surrounded by smokers..here n there..
++ reali CANT stand it wen they're toking to me..
++ i PREFER if they were to keep quiet...
++ n never tok to me..i reali prefer it that way..



++ there was once..i was new at that place at dat point of time..
++ i sat next to this guy...he juz came back frm his smoking break
++ den, he called me..
++ i turn ard ...n guess wad??!!
++ he blow out all the terrible smoke from his mouth ....
++ to ma face...DAMN IT!!
++ i was so shocked...
++ he even got the cheek to laugh..
++ *** HOLE!!
++ i was so angry dat tyme dat i dun even tok to him again...until now..
++ JUZ IMAGINE DAT!!
++ until now, he tried to tok me... asking me..how's ma day been..etc..
++ i dun care..i dun give a damn to a stupid idiot lyke him..


++ ok2...enuf of dat...
++ gotta go n pray now...tata~