why do i say I'm useless?

Coz i'm not that clever..

Dunno what i would be in future,

My parents send me to skool to study,

So dat i can hold a job

so that others cannot look down on me.

But when i look at myself,

i'm ashamed,

ma cousins, ma friends,

have made their parents proud of them.

But when would i be able to do that?

I wondered.....

Will that day ever come into my life?

Sigh.......

I've tried many times to do something,

Which can benefit me now,

or even for my future,

But i failed.....

I'm obsessed by the entertainment world

around me......

Many peps have tried advising me,

to strive for success,

Ma parents,siblings,

Teachers,friends and cousin,

But did i ever listen to them,

No...i did not,

I tried to.....

But it seems that something is pulling me...

Away from ma studies

Hu izzit?

I myself dun even noe......

Izzit a magnet,

gravity ,

or even a devil?

Only god noes

written By : Nadia aka jojo89